Tuesday, October 31, 2006 - Boring :

Woo~~ long time never blog le..cos i lazy :p
not really la..hehe..just that i always maple all these days..nothing much happen these few days..jus feel that need him alot n miss him alot..
Yesterday, i keep sneezing non stop..OMG..someone miss me?? :p think i gonna sick le :(..haiz..
Grandmama is not feeling good..i am so scared i'm gonna lose her anytime..she knows me well and understand me..i cant lose her..really cant..
I am very close to her..she is a good listener..and she promise me to meet my darlin..grandmama..i love u..

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Friday, October 13, 2006 - Reborn again :

Have not been blogging since few days le..this few days alot of things happen to me..I nearly lost someone that means so much to me..and my life nearly ends..but lucky all were over now..here i am a reborn person..i feel reborn cos i change my view of points..my views of seeing things are change in a certain way..and i feel that it is good..for me at least..

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Sunday, October 08, 2006 - Wisdom :

Wisdom doesn't automatically come with old age.
Nothing does - except wrinkles.
Its true, some wines improve with age,
but only if the grapes were good in the first place.

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Saturday, October 07, 2006 - Dying :

I was admitted to hosiptal this morning at 5am..having asthma..chest pain..headache..whole body weak..it was like dying out of breathe..the first thing that come to my mind was,am i going to die?..i want my darlin here..
Alot of ppl admitted to hosiptal due to the haze too..most of them are kids with breathing difficulties..there are some old folks too..Now the PSI hits 143! OMG...I'm gonna stay at home,else will be dying out of breathe..
At abt 4pm,doctor told me that i can be discharged..
Mummy and daddy were so worried abt till mummy cry out..sometimes i feel that i like a burden to my parents..always made them worry abt my health..I know i am different from others cos of my sickness..but i am trying hard to have a normal life and trying really hard to be happy..at least made my parents happy..another person who worries about me is my darlin..I know he hurt the most when he know that i am sick or not feeling well or sth..
I am really very fortune to have them care for me..especially my darlin..although he cant be by my side everytime but i can feel that he is with me all the time..as he had told me..he is always with me..
This year mooncake festival was surrounded by haze..hope it will get better..


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Thursday, October 05, 2006 - Mooncake Festival :

Mooncakes have played a central role in Moon Festival traditions. Once, according to Chinese legend, mooncakes helped bring about a revolution. The time was the Yuan dynasty (AD 1280-1368), established by the invading Mongolians from the north. The Mongolians subjugated the Han Chinese.
According to one Chinese folk tale, a Han Chinese rebel leader named Liu Fu Tong devised a scheme to arouse the Han Chinese to rise up against the ruling Mongols to end the oppressive Yuan dynasty. He sought permission from Mongolian leaders to give gifts to friends as a symbolic gesture to honor the longevity of the Mongolian emperor. These gifts were round mooncakes. Inside, Liu had his followers place pieces of paper with the date the Han Chinese were to strike out in rebellion -- on the fifteenth night of the eighth month.
Thus Liu got word to his people, who when they cut open the mooncakes found the revolutionary message and set out to overthrow the Mongols, thus ending the Yuan dynasty.
Today, far from the exotic and heroic legends, Chinese communities all over the world make and consume mooncakes during the traditional autumn Moon Festival. In San Francisco’s Chinatown, during the eighth annual Moon Festival, many stores will be selling modern-day mooncakes, the continuation of an honored tradition.

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Wednesday, October 04, 2006 - Bad Day :

Today i bought 2 maple ppc..after the server check of maple, i happily login to buy 15 gachapon from there.But...haizh..my bad luck today..get all junks!!!JUNKS!!!(*sob sob*)
Mooncake festival is round the corner..i eat TOO MUCH mooncakes till my tummy show..OMG!! Gonna slim my tummy le..but lazy to exercise...how?-.-
But the mooncakes are so irresistable..so tempting..
I eat mostly all ice-cream mooncakes..die le..cant wear my fav bikinis anymore...:(
What i should do from today onwards is to go on diet..(Dun think i can stick to the plan -.-)
But i will try de...:p
My asthma come visit me so often recently..cos of the haze due to burning of trees in indonesia..haiz.
It was like dying out of breath..GOD please help reduce the haze..-.-
My darlin give me a secure feel once again..cos i feel that he is so far away from me..due to his bz schedule..and he is always trying to assure me of it..i like the feel of begin so close to him..love his care and attentions..i know he is trying hard to give me all that..i love u darlin...

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Tuesday, October 03, 2006 - I lay my love on you :

just a smile and the rain is gone can hardly believe it (yeah) there's an angel standing next to me reaching for my heart just a smile and there's no way back can hardly believe it (yeah) but there's an angel, she's calling me reaching for my heart i know, that i'll be ok now this time it's real i lay my love on you it's all i wanna do everytime i breathe i feel brand new you open up my heart show me all your love, and walk right through as i lay my love on you i was lost in a lonely place could hardly even believe it (yeah) holding on to yesterdays far, far too long now i believe its ok cause this time it's real i lay my love on you it's all i wanna do everytime i breathe i feel brand new you open up my heart show me all your love, and walk right through as i lay my love on you i never knew that love could fell so good like once in a lifetime you change my world i lay my love on you you make me feel brand new show me all your love, and walk right through as i lay my love on you i lay my love on you it's all i wanna do everytime i breathe i feel brand new you open up my heart show me all your love, and walk right through as i lay my love on you i lay my love on you you make me feel brand new you open up my heart show me all your love, and walk right through as i lay my love on you as i lay my love on you

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Monday, October 02, 2006 - My Stuff :

This earring is a prezzie from celest..






This is my messy desk in my room..







This is my bdae prezzie from auntie jane..







This is my bdae prezzie from grandmama..

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Sunday, October 01, 2006 - Worries :

Sunday morning..nice and warm day..as usual i login my msn and check my mails..set my maple char to open store..then me and my mummy head over to my grandma house.Coz she had a minor day surgery a few days ago..her wound cant be stitch due to advice from doctor..She look pale and her movements was quite slow and i can feel her pain..my eyes turn red whenever i saw her trying to move or get sth..mummy so worry abt her..life is so unpredictable..you wun know what will happen to you anytime and anywhere..



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